My gorgeous Bunny was diagnosed with an inoperable fibrosarcoma tumour in September, shortly before her 12th Birthday. The vet told us it was a fast growing malignant tumour so we were always preparing for the day, although nothing could have prepared us for the pain we are feeling now. On the day she died she ate a pile of grass and enjoyed a grape as a treat before she settled down on her bed with her blanket. By 2pm I knew it was the beginning of the end for her. It was the first time she became uninterested in any food offered and turned her head away from me as I lay down next to her..usually she would smother me with bunny kisses and demand head tickles. She was telling me she had had enough now and didn't want anyone to watch her die. I was frantically ringing vets trying to get them to come to the house where she could pass in the comfort of her own home but as it was weekend it wasn't an option. I could tell breathing became a little difficult for her by this point and I knew there was no way I could let her suffer. She had brought so much love and joy to the family, we owed it to her to leave in peace. I scooped her up and lay her on a big towel in her carrier and drove her to the emergency vets where she could pass peacefully. We stroked her as she lay in her carrier passing over the bridge and I watched her take her last breath. It was very peaceful for her and I knew it was absolutely the right thing to do even though I was absolutely breaking inside. She was the most amazing, unique little thing with the best personality and I can't even begin to imagine life without her. The house feels completely empty as well as our hearts and we all miss her so much. Sleep well my little squish, you were loved more than anything in the world and we will miss you always.